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Wow.....Sleepy as like .......crazy......just need to rest in a comfortable bed and sleep for 8 hours!
Mama Earth Vibrations I am here and present for you and for my life ! Mama Earth Vibrations Mama Earth Vibrations. I have another recording of the radio show coming up. I intend to accomomplish all the steps and work that it's requiring to have the Mama Earth Vibes Radio Show be present.
Today....I intend to accomplish my to DO list!!!!!
1. the evite for mom's birthday
2. calling rachel to get confirmation for the radio show
3.send out the internet postcards
4.the freakin website for Mama Earth Vibes must be done...please Ajuana
5. my music website should be revamped
I GIVE THANKS FOR COMPLETION!!!!!!!!
Posted at 08:45 AM in Journal | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)
SO MUCH TO SHOW UP FOR IN MY LIFE AND ITS NOT DIRECTLY CONNECTED TO BEING WITH SOMEONE.....OR INTENDING TO HAVE SOME GUYS AFFECTION OR VALIDATION..........DOWN WITH THAT...THAT IS NOT A NECESSITY IN LIFE.......Remember that Ajuana........I value something higher than intending to have the affection of a guy...even if I do care for Troy......so what .......It's only love and a fondness.......just let it be........CONTINUE TO GROW......I CONTINUE TO GROW AND EXPAND......I CONTINUE TO GROW GOD
Posted at 11:32 AM in Journal | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)
The lesson has come again to remind me to take hold of my life and acknowledge the fact THAT IT IS ME AND ONLY ME.......AND IT IS MY LIFE.........The gift that the most high gave to me........MY LIFE IS DEPENDENT ON WHAT I RECOGNIZE ABOUT IT & WHAT I CHOOSE TO CREATE WITH IT.......HOW I CHOOSE TO SHOW UP.....WILL DETERMINE MY HAPPINESS......WILL DETERMINE WHAT I EXPERIENCE....... I am really grown........ There is nothing .....no feeling or emotional baggage that will trip me up on my high appreciation for life and loving me...... I RECOGNIZE that I latched on to the figmentation of Troy.....I think that is a great way to look at that...................I created a madness in my head wishing and hoping...wishing and hoping......wishing and hoping I choose not to exist in wishing and hoping anymore!!!!! No reflection of him.....a HUGE A REFLECTION OF ME The choices I create and make for ME..........Troy doesn't know who I Am ,......really.....he has been doing what he's been doing for a good majority of his life .......so salute to that.............. I acknowledge I got crazy excited about him and connecting with him........he made it clear his approach to our situation.........I was doing something different.....not so in reality for me.....I have not lost a thing from myself....ego might give that illusion.........if anything I AM MORE BEAUTIFUL TO MYSELF & I APPRECIATE WHO I AM.....I AM A 42 INCREDIBLE WOMAN AND I SEE MYSELF......
I GOTTA KEEP SEEING ME ...........I INTEND TO SEE MYSEL & MY LIFE........I AM NOT DEPENDENT ON ANYONE'S APPROVAL OR ACCEPTANCE....... I AM DEPENDENT ON THE SPIRIT FLOWING THROUGH ME & LOVING ME!
Just didn't know what it meant God when the person that I have always had feelings for showed up....I definitely began to give it many meanings ..........................Nothing is taken away or lost just because it's something else................. I am okay..........we are okay!!!!!!
AJUANA .......I OWN AN INCREDIBLE LIFE FOR ME
THIS IS MY LIFE AND I TAKE COMPLETE AUTHORITY OF MY INNER WELL OF LIFE AND HOW I CHOOSE TO LIVE IT AND EXPERIENCE..........
EVERY EXPERIENCE I HAVE IN MY LIFE.....
I AM GROWING IAM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING
I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING I AM GROWING ..........KEEP GOING WITH MY LIFE..........I AM GROWING
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It really is a new day, new morning new thoughts, new feelings, new feelings...feelings that I interpret......I tell myself so many things and I hope I continue to remind myself that all of these experiences I have in my life are for my benefit. I AM WHOLE PERFECT AND COMPLETE..... I am choosing to make my focus of my life on fullfillng my spirit and my committments. I am seeing that is bringing my self and my soul happiness and joy. A relationship with someone is not my destination..........if a relationship develops, unfolds, is born....then that is beautiful and that is what it is......and yeah!!!! But to unilaterly force something to happen is unproductive. How about I accept who I am and where I am in my life........therefore, I can practice accepting where everyone else is there life and GIVE THANKS!!!! I trust you GOD.......THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE!
Posted at 10:40 AM in Journal | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)
Wow!!! It's all here and I am flying...so much to share to myself and document and get downright happy about!!!! I am flying...who I am is flying.......I am here. We are here.......Ajuana Black, The Creative Spirit, Mama Earth Vibes magazine, radio show, tv show, mamas, creativty, events, activities, IT'S ALL SO INCREDIBLY SPIRTIUAL!
What God gives me to show up in the world! The ideas, the mind, the experiences.........God I feel my
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I am excited and commited to manifesting my commitments. Not thinking about it too much...Gonna set out on an exhiliarting journey today !
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I gets down with the Buddah within. I gets down with breathing in....I gets down with the knowing of self...I gets down with the loving of self....I gets down with being in the moment......I gets down with being in the moment and appreciating God & Life.......I am so appreciative of GOD......How AMAZING.....
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